La Gringachanaca Mexicana

Sometimes it seems like everyone and their pet rock is leaving the country for one reason or another, and I am still here. It is hard to handle sometimes. Ok, most of the time. But I am here. I don't know how involved to get in things (like church) since I don't know how long I'll be here still. For example, we're starting a small group ministry at church, and I'd like to be involved somehow, but I might only be here 'till May (which is like a month after small groups start) or I might still be here this time next year. I don't want to put down roots here, but I'm sick of not having a real place that I can. I've just kind of been lingering in this in-between-land for the past year since I moved back from California. I always thought that I'd be leaving now, or at least have a date set that I'll leave. But I don't. So I'm continuing to wallow in in-between-land of not knowing when the next thing will come. It's weird also to not be able to just randomly plan to go places. For example, several people from Honduras assume that I'll be there again this summer for a month or so - mainly around time for camp. Well, I wish I could be there, but this year I can't just randomly decide to go to Central America whenever I want to. So it's been weird not knowing when/what is next. But hopefully I'll be leaving soooooon! :-)

La loquita familia catracha

Does anyone read blogs? I read other peoples' (people I know) but I don't know if anyone reads this. Interesting......