Well, this has been an interesting week. Acutally, not really. Sometimes I feel like I work all the time, even though I'm generally off by noon. Although going to bed at 8:30 really takes a chunk out of the day.
I am kind of frustrated today.... I am at a dead end in my support raising, and all I really want to do is finally move to Mexico. Now. But I can't. I it looks like I can't go to Costa Rica either becuase I don't have enough funds in my account. So that is really discouraging for me. It is hard for me to think that God has a reason for me being in Oregon still. I sure can't see that reason right off, I can only speculate - maybe so I'll be less sad to leave here because I'm sick of living here. I don't know, but deep down, I know there is a reason, and it's a good reason becuase God doesn't have dumb reasons.
But, I found a friend to hang out with here, so that was a huge plus. I recently got in contact with Jen, a girl who used to go to Simpson. So we went to go see National Treasure tonight. I highly recommend it. I try to find the positive in me being here now. Hanging out with Jen is positive - this entry for today isn't so much. Ok, so, I have a job.....that I acutually rather enjoy. I have a good home, and my parents and I are actually getting along. I am (someday) moving to Mexico. I have a bajillion friends all over the country and world, so there are few places that I'll ever need to stay in a hotel! I've come to appreciate the fact that there are lots of people all over who I really enjoy, even if they don't live where I do.... it's cool that I know them all still, and thank God for email! So there are a few positive things to think about. Hmmm, I think I'm in a better mood already! :-)
20 more days 'til go time - 24 hours of "A Christmas Story!" yay!
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